I like fresh starts. I like clean slates. I like beginnings. I love moving into the unknown. I love those energies that I don’t fully understand, but trust to guide me to the next stop along the journey.
There is beauty to be found in all. There is beauty here and I am ready to leave it. That doesn’t mean that I don’t find it beautiful here anymore, I am just ready for the next. I feel that energy moving through me and around me.
I am moving along. This week I am prepping and packing to go on a huge adventure of bicycling 645 miles from San Francisco to Los Angeles as part of Aids Life Cycle 9 and straight from that I am joining the lovely Colbie Caillat on tour as her JOYOLOGIST!!!?!??!?!?! So, beginnings are happening for me, but I am feeling more. I am ready to dive full on in. FULL. ON. IN.
I have been telling people that I created the Joyologist by accident, but I now know that statement is false. I have been working at this for years, I just didn’t have a name for it. Maybe, I was afraid of what it was. Maybe, I was afraid that no one would care. Maybe I was afraid that it wasn’t me. Maybe I wasn't up for it. But, I DO want this. This is who I am. I have been afraid to say that because I made up that it meant that I was saying that I am better than you, whoever you are. I am stepping into fully taking on this title now and for me that is huge, but really that doesn’t have to mean anything.
I am ready world. Do you hear me, Universe? I am ready. I love this moment. I love all that I have known and all that I do know and I am ready for more. Whatever that looks like, in whatever form that comes in, my arms, my heart, my soul is open. I am ready for the next.