I had a dream last night and I don’t remember what happened in it but I remember faces. I remember seeing the faces of people that I love that have passed away. I saw them because I wanted to.
I remember feeling this energy and glancing back and seeing a man. I thought is that Dad? Sometimes while dreaming, I know that I am in a dream and so I test to see if I can make things happen. Is that my Dad? I want it to be. Dad, will you show up? And it worked. I then passed a blond girl and thought is that my friend Janelle? So, it turned into her. She didn’t have as many tattoos so I thought is that really Janelle or do I am just really trying for her to be? I didn’t ask outloud but she heard me and understood me. She answered, “It is me, I just don’t have all of them yet, from when you knew me.” I kept walking, encountering a few more loved ones that have left this earth and they just smiled at me as I went along.
They are with me. I am protected. I am safe. I am supported. They are a part of me. I can call on their spirits and they will appear, in dreams and in life with eyes wide open. We are all connected. Our spirits live on.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
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Oooh lucid dreaming! I have a friend who is really into it, and I keep meaning to focus on it myself, but always forget to try!
ReplyDeleteThat same night, I woke my husband with a scream that he interpreted as fearful, but in actuality was more a scream you'd make when unexpectedly running into a dear friend after a long time. It was because I woke up (or didn't...the line is blurred)and at first thought it was my husband standing at the foot of the bed but when I looked more closely, I realized it was my Dad and it was a perfect moment of calm and peace. (my shriek of excitement made it too brief but i'm grateful for even a single moment like that. Maybe it was father/daughter night in the universe...
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